Zelo Vigil

Friends.. anyone who calls themselves your friend yet are self elevating are yet another person who will gladly cause you to stumble for their own sake. The antioch of true friendship is lined with self sacrifice and determination beyond what was asked or called for. Its the drive to be willing to die for your companion.. being willing to cross the cronic line between friendship and family on the split second decision where you trade yourself for the other, To do both the former and the latter.

You know who you are and what you did.. you know how you tried to make a monster of and how you tried to make me just like you. Your going to hell soon and when it happens Hashem will be the judge his justice will leave you horrid and undetermined as he is ever giant and ever greater. I have nothing to fear as even in death the truth will be made known and by the blood of his sacrifice and the splendor of his will i will be redeemed.

I am low, Unworthy and unable to complete the former or the latter. For my hands are like silica... damp or dry unable to be in acord with its proper state.. All things i sew are perishable and will not last.. my cries and sorrow detestable. No earthly sacrifice will redeem me.


But by one who has done it all.. Shin and shalom are his.

Yeshua Ha Mashiach.
I am made free.. by his work and blood alone i am redeemed. A wretched man as i am unworthy. Blessed be his name. ^^