Deor l'Matisse

Some were born for a life on the ground, or amid the throngs of humanity, and a very few for a life on the fringes among the stars. I am one of those. To explore is to seek the edge of the known, to reach the top of the hill and ask "what's over there?" and keep going.

I am Deor. Where and when I was born do not matter. The circumstances of my childhood do not matter. The story of my early life does not matter. I am who I am now, I am what it has made me. They are me, I am they and them, and so much more. As a capsuleer I have lived many lives, died many deaths, and yet still I live. I have inhabited many bodies, all the same and yet all different. They tell me that the differences were not consequential to the core of who they were, and yet I can feel them altering the way I experience the flow of information, the way I perceive reality, the way I interact with others, the choices I make - and so were they, really?

I say I have been many, am many. I contain multitudes within me, and I have yet to find the totality of this strange and wonderful condition in which I find myself. It might be that to be a capsuleer is the greatest mystery of all, but I can only properly appreciate that by solving all the other mysteries around me. So, the search - my journey, the exploration of New Eden, of Anoikis, of the mysteries of the cosmos and of humanity - continues.

In case it is not clear enough, they/them pronouns please. I generally refrain from aggressive PVP but I'm entirely capable of defending myself, and well aware of how the game is played.