Joker Cullers

With every day of tortorus voices in the head doing things that I never like;
this one will see that everyone is evil....everyone even a God
everyone prone to feelings and actions leading .....to torture of other beings.

with days gone i see no end,
chaos in the truest of sense
god created man in realm of chaos and chaos is what man is
this is the joke they played

i hear laughter as i understand
now i see the joke in me, the one who wanted good in everything was me
joke is not funny anymore,
the void even beyond space is what i seek to be