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Fargin Whar

Mar 18, 2020
Apr 1, 2009(17y)
Apr 1, 2027(312d)
Combat
Kills3
Losses29
Efficiency9%
ISK
Destroyed872.00m
Lost5.76b
ISK Eff.13%
Solo
Solo Kills1
Solo Ratio33%
Final Blows1
Points3
Other
NPC Losses5
NPC Loss Ratio17%
Avg Kills/Day0.00
ActivityInactive
No data available
Bio
Nobody really knows what happened back then... sure, you've heard the rumors. I've heard them. Truth is I can't tell you the truth. Some things hurt too deeply...

They all say I was running from Serpentis when I attempted to fly into the EVE Gate. I wasnt running from Serpentis. I was running from myself. I thought I could make it right somehow. I drove myself to the edge of madness and beyond searching for a way to the other side. But it was no use. So I thought that if I just flew into it and let it erase me forever, maybe I'd see a glimpse of her face one last time as I was pulled apart. Maybe she would know how sorry I am... she always said it wasn't my fault, but that's a half truth.

I flew straight into that pulsating tragedy in the New Eden system for days on end until I could no longer tell where the void ended and I began. Still, I never saw her face once. What I did see I can't bear to repeat. The rest you would'nt believe anyway. I stopped trying to explain it. I get sick of being called "crazy"

Choking down the fact that my disappearance/quest for redemption actually caused Syllable more harm than good isn't easy. Don't get me wrong, I see the irony. But grand cosmic meta jokes are hard to laugh at when you are the butt of one.

I asked my old friend DJ KnifeFight if the Amarr believe God is in the business of telling really bad jokes. She just cracked half a smile and said "God doesn't need to tell jokes. God is always laughing. Always."

If any of us started laughing and never stopped they'd put us in the insane asylum... and I guess that pretty much sums it up. Whatever jokes God is telling maybe its best we don't get them. Because there's nothing but madness left once you do.


The EVE Gate in 4K UHD: https://youtu.be/FphjVAulkvg?si=TJSpk9EI0hP4wtLY
Dashboard
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Efficiency0%
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ISK Efficiency0%
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Solo Losses0
NPC Losses0
Blob Factor0
Active TimezoneUSTZ
Final Blows0
Points0
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Intel Profile
PlaystyleSolo (0 kills)
Avg Fleet: -