The perfect song to describe my eve experiences. "Stay Wide Awake" by Eminem.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JXLsVLlbyb4

A world so dark,
A world so cold,
A world where on-ly some will go
But not return, when will they learn
Where do they go, god only knows.
Stay Wide Awaaaake

Yeah, yeah, Follow me, follow me
Come, with me, to the dark. side. of, the force.
No man would boldly go, to this place.
The devil only knows, of this world, so dark
And oh so cold, it's oh, so cold! oh so cold, oh!

Soon as my flow starts, I compose art like the ghost of Mozart.
Even though they all say that they're real I know that most aren't.
Boy you think you're clever don't ya, Girl you think you're so smart
Come with me to another side in a world so cold and so dark
Who's wakin' me so violently and why is he on top of me
He's rapin' me, she try's to scream, somebody please get him off me
He's tapin' me, he's biting m,e he's laughing likes it's fun-ny
Stay Wide Awaaaake