People ask me- they say, "Hey Jax why is your killboard redder than a hookers arsehole on monday" and to this day I continue to tell them I am not simply a cyka blyat scrub, that in fact I like to keep my killboard red. It's more fun that way, as when you do kill something they think "damn, I had a 90% chance of survival, I must suck chode" it's all about killing their self esteem. And also being bad at the game.