Just an impatient young adult looking for some peace and harmony in this chaotic and complicated world.
Hope whoever sees this have a wonderful day.
But if you are looking at this through my killmail, I still wish you a wonderful day, and happy hunting.
We all die in the end, it really doesn't matter.

Update: 2021-03-31

Fuck peace and harmony, how long will this skill training bullshit go on, can not do anything efficient without TIME.
Uninstalled, waiting for the fucking MAGIC 14 to be done and probably will come back.
Probably won't, but who knows, fucking fuck fuck.
I am guessing this is not the game for me but we shall see...

Update: 2021-04-25

After a few rage quits and several hundreds of bucks (didn't keep track),
I am doing fine with low tier abyssals and salvaging corpmates mission wrecks.
I don't know what to do next, everything I see on Youtube and fits they use are just so far from my SP level and game knowledge.
I guess TIME is the key factor here, everything needs time and patience.
Can't wait to get into some PVP battles though, those seem fun and engaging.

Update: 2021-07-02

Boobies? Anyone? Boobie pics?
Taking it easy though, hit 10B Total Net Worth a few days ago, fuck yeah.

Update: 2021-08-02

Oh exactly 1 month apart, how coincidental.
Doing good now, I think the newbie period is behind me right now.
Looking forwards to some lowsec fights! Or fights in general, got my SFI ready and vagabond nearly ready!

Update: 2021-09-15

PVP is not coming along good, mainly because I am too scared.
But trying to get into a marauder and mash some L4 missions, see you guys in 139 days.

Update: 2022-07-01

I am approaching the 50M SP mark that I wanted when I first started this character a year and a half ago, haven't been on this game too much since the last update, but I will return some day.

Update: 2022-11-22

This is my last update on my journey, after 1 year and 8 months I think I am fairly well established in this game. I do not play EVE as my main game, but I will get on from time to time to hard grind for a week. I am approaching carrier and super level, can fly most of the doctrines. I am quite satisfied with my progress, and to anyone new that has read to this point, good luck to you, and you will get to where you want to be in this game. Just give it time. And if time is something you don't have, money.