Meh who cares about me? No one does. Who cares about you? No one does. This is eve afterall, where no matter what happens their's another player, or another fleet, or another corp more powerful then you. Don't be afraid of this though, that's where the noobs come in, don't be afraid to squeeze your little toes onto the only foothold you can get, and stay on for as long as you can. You might get rewarded greatly for that. This world will change you. This world will make you rage, quit, and hate this game, but if you persevere and get past the anger, all the lost ships, both past and future, you will become a better person, both in real and in game. Do not quit. You will loose if you do.